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TUMI ÁMÁR KATA ÁPAN ÁGE BUJHI NI
CHILE ÁMÁR KÁCHE KÁCHE KENO D́ÁKI NI
CHILE ÁMÁR SAKAL KÁJE
CHANDE GÁNE SURERA MÁJHE
SE VIIŃÁR TÁR ÁJ O BÁJE TAKHAN SHUNINI

TUMI ÁMÁR KATA ÁPAN ÁGE BUJHI NI
OGO ÁMÁR CALÁR PATHE GABHIRA ÁNDHÁRE
JEGE CHILO SEI SMRITIT́I MANE BÁRE BÁRE

ABHIMÁNE GELE SAREÁMÁY PHELE ANEK DÚRE
KENO TAKHAN PÁYE DHARE HIYÁY RÁKHINI
SAKAL DVIDHÁ SARIYE DIYE DHYÁNE DHARI NI
TUMI ÁMÁR KATA ÁPAN ÁGE BUJHI NI


You were so much of my own.
I could not understand this.
You were so close to me.
Why then, did I not call You?

You were within all my actions,
rhythms, songs and melodies.

Even today the jingling of that lyre string resonates.
I did not listen to it before.


During the deep darkness on my path,
Your memory arose in my mind time and again.
I caused You injuries and agonies,
You left and went far, far away.

Why did not I catch Your feet then?
Why did not I hold You in my heart?

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How close to me You were,
I did not feel before.
You were very near to me,
why did I not call You?

You were in all my works,
in rhythms, songs and tunes.
That viina' is still sounding,
I did not hear it before.

On the road of my life,
in the dense darkness,
again and again, that memory
comes into my mind.

With pain You kept Yourself away
leaving me far behind.
Why did I not hold You in me heart then?
Why did I not keep You in my dhyana,
removing all hesitations?







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